Hello girls! I really love the camouflage patterned clothes and now I’ve made an outfit with this army jacket – it’s male clothes by the way, but I don’t really care. It’s funny, that I like the army clothes, but I hate war. I’m totally anti-war, but I know, it’s almost impossible, that there won’t be wars in the world, because they are part of human nature. They are economic interests and this is what makes me sad. People are willing to kill for money and on the top of that they lie they try to help their fellow man. Disgusting. And after this, they ask me why I hate people. Really? I think it’s quite clear.
When I was young I always dreamt about I made this world better. But now that I grew up, I totally gave up on it. And this is the biggest problem in the world. People, who want to help, realize that they can’t and people who could help, when they get the potential, they forget why they’ve started. Power and money – they are too dangerous. They seduce people. Sometimes, I’m happy that I haven’t got enough money, because I can appreciate the little things for which I work a lot.
Hello girls! Do you have any own fashion rules? Because I have and now, I wanna talk a little about these. I hope that you will like it and if you want, write me your rules in comment. I’m very curious!
Not so long ago, I was really afraid of the animals pattern. I thought these are too vulgar. I couldn’t imagine that one day, I will wear a leopard pattern skirt. And now, it happened. I’ve mentioned before, that I really like to stretch out boundaries. I think, we have to face with our fears that we can defeat them. Wear a new clothes, it doesn’t sound a big deal, but you know, everything starts with a small step. Today, you just pick up something what you never dared to wear and tomorrow, you will kill your demons. I always say: accept yourself, but it doesn’t mean that accept your fears. Fear kill people, never forget this.
When I look into the mirror, I always ask myself: who am I and who do I wanna be? People around me see the same girl who I see? Probably not. They don’t feel my feelings, they don’t hear my thoughts, they don’t know my past. They don’t know me truly. Nobody. And sometimes I feel that I don’t know myself either. I always try to be strong and brave, but the true is that I’m so weak and I’m afraid. I would like to talk with my future self and I would like to ask her, is it worth? Is it worth trying?
But would it be right if I knew my future? I have chosen wortly so many times and after I realised that the nice things wouldn’t have happened later if I didn’t make that mistake. I know that I’ll go somewhere in the future – I don’t know where yet – but first I have to go a long way. There’s no such thing as wasted time, because even if it won’t be like you want, you will be more and you will learn a lot. The attempts improve you. That is what you have to make aware in yourself.
Hello girls! I really like to pair with each other different styles. The grunge is my favorite, but sometimes, it’s a good idea to spice up with few bohemian accessories. For example a big, black hat and very long cardigan. This look is vibrating and attracts the gaze, but not because it’s too ostentatious. It’s special, but feminine at the same time. I can’t get enough of it.
The Iron Maiden shirt reminds me, who I’m truly. It shows my dark and hard side, but on the other hand, there are the hat and the platform high heels and it recalls my feminine energy. Perfect couple.
Hello girls! Today I make a little bit extreme outfit for you. I haven’t worn thigh socks since my street incident, so this was a really bizarre feeling now. My paranoia came back. I felt that everyone was looking at me and judging me. I have to build back what torn into pieces.
By the way, at this time, I didn’t wear makeup either, because when I woke up, I was very tired. I just don’t understand how do the other people always looking perfectly? I promised myself, that I will go to the street only if I’m in good shape, but after I realised, this is sickly.
Not the makeup and not my outfit determine who I’m. I’m the same girl too, if I haven’t enough power to put on makeup or something like that. This is a bullshit as well, that a fashion blogger has to look perfectly all the time. We are human beings too. We have some mistakes too. I dont`twanna teach you that if you`re acting, people will love you better. I wanna teach you to accept yourself.
Hello girls! Now I made a super easy outfit for you, but I really like this look because of its simplicity. Nowdays I try to wear more light clothes, because I’m starting to get bored of the black. I don’t know, maybe the spring is the reason. Or the rainy days, because they made me so depressed, so now I need some color that I get back my positive attitude what is really needed for me now.
By the way, I really love my new denim jacket! This was the firts time, when I wore it, because after I bought, the cold came back. Yeah, this is so ironic. Sometimes I feel that the weather has fun with me. But this morning, there was a beautiful sunshine out there, so I really hope that this weather stay from now. I’m planning a lot outfits in my head, but I can’t take pictures of them if it rains all the time. So girls, send posotive energy for the heavens, maybe they are listening to us.